11 October 2010, Monday

@ 2.20pm

I was over to KL over the weekend! With parents for them to go pray at the temples, and for me to tag along and have some makan. It's super tiring as it was a roadtrip. Relieved to be back, though I did enjoy myself with the eating.

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Very DISAPPOINTED!!!
Why would friends whom you consider CLOSE betray you like this?
Helped them in the beginning, and now they turn around and bite you.
I hate this feeling and I can only keep quiet about this. If your CLOSE friends don't even want to address this issue, what can you do?

I really feel like talking to them about this, but past experience have proven that they will appear innocent and say no-no nothing of this sort, but things still continue.

It's not the first time already and how much would you suffer in silence and still treat them as good pals before you finally give up and let go?

I know no one is perfect. I am not perfect either. That is why I always tell myself to swallow it and wait for it to fade away. But everytime a new issue arises, the old hurts come back and it feels painful all over again.

what should i do?

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